你现在的压力来自于无法自律，只是假装努力跟不上内心的渴望，所以焦虑
Your stress now comes from being unable to discipline yourself, just pretending that your efforts can keep up with your inner desire, so you e anxious
我没有心烦意乱，只是
Im not upset, just
泡一杯茶悠闲地坐在窗前静静地看着窗外淅淅沥沥的雨，空气中弥漫着一股清新的气息。
Make a cup of tea, sit leisurely in front of the window and quietly look at the rain outside the window. There is a fresh breath in the air.
是我的神秘化让你无法信任；是我的自私和困难让你无法接受；是我的无知和天真让你难以忍受。
It is my mystery that makes you unable to trust; it is my selfishness and difficulties that make you unable to accept; it is my ignorance and innocence that makes you unbearable.
你的记忆，就是你我的记忆；我的记忆里充满了你的日记。
Your memory is your and my memory; my memory is full of your diary.
时间真让人讨厌。它在没有任何人同意的情况下改变一切。
Time is really annoying. It changes everything without anyones consent.
给自己一百个相信你的理由，但都不值得你说‘我们分手’。
Give yourself a hundred reasons to believe you, but its not worth saying we broke up.
孤独的北半球，谁把谁埋在了心底深处？
Lonely Northern Hemisphere, who buried who in the bottom of my heart?
不易表达的感情，往往是最脆弱的，非常绝望，只能绝望。
Feelings that are not easy to express are often the most vulnerable. They are very desperate and can only despair.
事实上，没有什么能伤害你。能伤害你的是你的担心。
In fact, nothing can hurt you. What can hurt you is your worry.
以后没有你怎么战斗。
How to fight without you.
到目前为止，我还不知道是谁打破了救赎主的枷锁。
So far, I don know who broke the shackles of the Redeemer.
