本以为喜欢你这件事能给我带来温暖和坚强的力量，却似乎更多地让我感到自卑。
I thought that liking you could bring me warmth and strong strength, but it seems to make me feel inferior.
你们的前夫学历高，真令人惊奇
Its amazing that your ex husband has a high degree
他永远也不会知道，有个八杆打不着的人，会在半夜里翻来覆去地浏览她的每一条微博，想找出她的一丝缺点
He will never know that someone who can hit an eight shot will browse her every microblog in the middle of the night to find out her lack
带着放大镜，我试着站在心理高地，估量这个遥远的女孩
With a magnifying glass, I tried to stand on the psychological highland and measure the distant girl
那是什么事呢，但是这丝不敢透露给大家的一种神秘的庆幸
What is it, but this silk is a mysterious blessing that I dare not reveal to you
不久就被她那无知无觉的美好生活击碎了
Soon she was shattered by her ignorant and beautiful life
使我感觉自己像个小人，躲在黑暗中，期待阳光下的人进入黑暗。
It makes me feel like a villain, hiding in the dark and expecting people in the sun to enter the darkness.
你赞美美女的绝妙身材，我在心里与她暗暗比较。
You praise the beautiful womans wonderful figure, and I secretly compare it with her in my heart.
要是没有你的话，我就会在评论里大喊：“姐姐，性别卡不要这么死。
Without you, I would shout in the comments: "sister, don die like this.
每一个白日我都对自己说：“自信的女孩是最好的，不要因为天生的原因自卑。”
Every day I said to myself, "a confident girl is the best. Don feel inferior because of natural reasons."
而且，每晚我都望着天花板，想着是不是腿长了点，再瘦点也能得到你的喜欢
Moreover, every night I look at the ceiling and wonder if my legs are a little longer. No matter how thin I am, I can get your joy
它使我禁不住想恨你，却无法再恨你。
It makes me want to hate you, but I can hate you anymore.
