从你开始到现在的每一个人，我都不敢抱太大的希望。这是阴影，也是教训。
Everyone from you to now, I dare not hold out too much hope. This is a shadow and a lesson.
是的，我必须说清楚，我真正喜欢的是16-电商班，所以我会说，如果人生就像第一眼，秋风有什么不好？所以我们现在不能交流。反正也不急。七年后我不会联系你。也许真的不打扰是我最后的温柔。但是我不会伤害别人，也不能喜欢别人。总觉得没有什么比你更让我喜欢的了。
Yes, I must make it clear that what I really like is the 16- E-commerce class, so I would say, if life is like the first sight, whats wrong with the autumn wind? So we can communicate now. Theres no hurry anyway. I won contact you in seven years. Maybe really not disturbing is my last tenderness. But I won hurt others, and I can like others. I always feel that there is nothing I like more than you.
孤独是每时每刻，缘分是不知不觉，真爱是一辈子。
Loneliness is every moment, fate is unconsciously, and true love is a lifetime.
你知道吗？最可悲的是，我觉得自己已经到了崩溃的边缘，但还是忍住了，然后就找了一个自以为可以信任放松的人，想自己消化自己的负面情绪，却被认为是在假装。我真的很想哭，但是我发现我再也哭不出来了。
Do you know that?/You know what? The saddest thing is that I felt that I was on the verge of collapse, but I held back, and then I found someone who thought I could trust and relax, and tried to digest my negative emotions by myself, but was considered to be pretending. I really want to cry, but I find that I can cry anymore.
谢谢你的离开，让我学会坚强。谢谢你的背叛，让我看清了这个世界。
Thank you for leaving, let me learn to be strong. Thank you for your betrayal, for letting me see the world clearly.
即使没有幸福和快乐，又有什么关系呢？只要我对自己的未来保持开放的心态，朝着自己的希望和目标前进，回到自己追求的起跑线上，我相信我一定能变得更好，我一定能实现自己的梦想。
What does it matter if there is no happiness and happiness? As long as I keep an open mind about my future, move towards my hopes and goals, and return to the starting line of my pursuit, I believe I can certainly become better and realize my dreams.
爱，只是放弃一切的问题，很紧急。如果你有爱，你会全心全意地对待它。如果你没有爱，你一个人会很舒服。
Love is just a matter of giving up everything. Its urgent. If you have love, you will treat it wholeheartedly. If you don have love, you will be comfortable alone.
明天，明天，明天有多少！明天永远不会到来。明天世界会很累，老兵春天会去秋来。看看向东流的水，看看日落，看看一百年后的明天会怎样。
Tomorrow, tomorrow, how many tomorrow! Tomorrow will never come. The world will be very tired tomorrow, and veterans will go to Qiu Lai in the spring. Look at the water flowing east, look at the sunset, and see what will happen in a hundred years time.
我的中学同学今天因为罕见的白血病去世了。我感觉糟透了。我想哭，却只能压抑自己的内伤。
My middle school classmate died of rare leukemia today. I feel terrible. I want to cry, but I can only suppress my internal injuries.
很疼。为什么上帝要这样对我？。。我只想过幸福的生活，不是吗？命运坎坷。。。。我感觉我的心要停止跳动了，我真的很想哭，但是我不能脆弱，不舒服，在他们面前哭，我真的很想出去找一个空的地方发泄。
It hurts. Why did God do this to me? . . I just want to live a happy life, don I? The fate is bumpy. . . . I feel that my heart is going to stop beating. I really want to cry, but I can be fragile and uncomfortable, and cry in front of them. I really want to go out and find an empty place to vent.
